Who am I?
This question has been asked as long as humans have looked within themselves for answers to their existence. Regarding the heavens at night, you get a sense of the smallness of your life here on earth, just a speck in a cosmos of unimaginable breadth and width. And, yet, every experience and feeling is at play within you, no matter the outer circumstance. From absolute joy to utter despair, the human experience encompasses everything imaginable.
So, who are you? This month, focus on bringing out your “true” identity. Far too often, we exist in our life as a make-believe character, someone created from past life compulsions and present day conditioning. If you strip off this mask then who is it that remains?
As with all processes, especially internal ones, transformation takes time. This month, simply spend more time with yourself in quiet reflection: go for a walk in the park, along the beach or in the woods. Try sitting on a chair, spine comfortably erect with your feet flat on the floor. Close your eyes and rest your hands lightly on your thighs, palms facing upwards. Now, ask yourself, “Who am I?” Breathe in deep and breathe out long. Hold this question in your mind or you can repeat it with your breath.
What this simple practice does is help you to be present with yourself. Don’t look for an answer; instead, be with your experience. Be attentive to the processes in your own body. Watch your breath, how it fills your lungs then escapes. Feel your heart beating, not just in your chest; you can feel it in your cheeks and in your forehead, too. Most of all, be with your feelings. What emotion is there to greet you?
Use April to take steps to manifest something you desire, whether an inner transformation or an outer goal or wish. As with last month, spend time on the creation process rather than on the expected result, whether income or some other material gain. It is the process, itself, that holds the key to fulfillment. Through expectation, we dilute the available energy we have to bring something into fruition. Instead, let the process consume your attention.
One suggestion: start out small. It takes practice, consistent practice, to develop the mindset to break through those self-imposed walls you built eons ago and manifest your deepest desires. Instead of concentrating on the biggest desire, work towards an aspect. Instead of dreaming to gain a pay raise, for example, simply hold your work in your awareness and allow the creative process to unfold and reveal ways in which you can make your work more alive, more vibrant and enriching for others.
In such a field, the seeds of life altering events are planted. 😉
NOTE: These monthly reports are like receiving a regional weather forecast and can only be general in nature as each human being has their own unique destiny. If you would like to receive your specific forecast, you can register for an astrological consultation based upon your birth (time, date and place) which goes into as much detail as you like. Please visit the consultations page for more information.
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